Haiz, don noe these few days very unlucky lor,haiz. First something happened, which i don wan say anymore, all i can say is, i think i should control myself of talking too much, cos talking too much may cause u in alot of trouble, i think i should learn 2 talk less or even just shut up my mouth and also that it is my bad if i really hurt u I'm sorry,cos i didn't noe that it will hurt any1.Maybe this is my retribution of also saying wrong things.
After this, my dad scolded me, cos i forget 2 put his stuff into a box, he was like keep scolding me la, i was like very frustrated liao, so i inside my room crying n was thinking of killing myself so that everything will end, but i feel that even if i killed myself, that's no use, cos everything won't be change n it will be the same, so i think i just need 2 change myself bah.
In the morning, everything was quite ok de, den my mum scold me again, so i angry n den i went out wif my fren cos i don wan 2 help them cos they were very irritating. Anyway have fun wif my fren, thks 2 them tat i hv been feeling better nw. No matter what happen, i will face the fact, punishment,retribution, cos what i sow is what i reap.
Signed off,
Pn