I have done alot of thinking these few days, i was thinking abt what i wanted in my life n stuff, n it came across to my mind that mayb i should nt touch relationship stuff again, mayb i should jus lock up my heart n jus live my life jus like normal. Cos i feel that mayb without the relationship part in my life, mayb i could live more happy n there wont be any prob in my life, i noe that my thinking might be childish n very contradicting.
Cause i feel that things will happen when the time is ripe, so no use thinking abt those things nw bah, so mayb i should jus lockup my heart n wait till the time arrive? i don noe. Mayb is jus that im scare n tired of those stuff, so i choose to runaway from it. Yeah,im really tired rite nw, can some1 jus tell me wat 2 do? sometimes i jus feel so lost, confuse and i cant find the rite way out.Rite nw, im jus writing out what i have thought in the past few days, 4 nw, the feeling has gone, n im feeling alright n better.
Signed off,
Pn